I Don't Do Well With The Rush! Rush! Rush!

The rush! rush! rush! life is not for me. I like to do things with care, I was never the type of person that seek to do things in a rush. An emergency is the exception, if I have to hussle in an emergency I will after gathering my thoughts. However, besides that I don't do well when someone is not prepared causing me not to be prepared. I am and well always be a preventative person, that's how my mind is wired. I like to take the proper steps to maintain the quality of something,or my quality of life. I always have a six sense for seeing what preventative measures I need to take to maintain the overall quality. Everyone has their way of doing things and that's great. However, when someone ele's lack of preparedness affects my life, it throws me for a loop. I am not perfect by any means, but I always see the need of what has to be done, and I like to be prepared for it. I don't like to run around at the last hour, having an anxiety attack trying to get things done. Let me give you a visual of how I really feel. I feel like I am being hog-tied and dragged by a car through the busy streets. Sorry, if that was too graphic,but that is how I really feel inside. It's a helpless state of being. When you are in a patnership, you can only do what you can do and then you have to trust that your partner will do their part. Being in a partnership is not easy! Since I can't control what someone else is going to do, I am trying to work on my reaction to it. I am trying not to get to a place of anxiety or a place of anger. Life is filled with unexpected situations, how I react to it will make all the difference. Nothing or no one is worth my peace, I will continue to do my part and trust that things will workout in the end. I also learned that I don't have to make someone else's urgency, be my urgency. Although, I am willing to help, I simply won't let someone's urgency disrupt my day. I seek to have healthy boundries in my life, and this one of them. I am protecting my peace at all cost.